I love Phil~

Sharing a few cartoons that i retrieved from my favorite blog~

Have a laugh~~

Speed-Mating session

Self-portrait

Even transformers know how to hook a girl~

Penguin-In-Action

Love me or need me??

Bloody truth~

For more, visit The Rut.

He made cartoons ALIVE~

Happy Birthday To Myself~

A song for myself on my special day:

Happy Birthday to Me~

Happy Birthday to Me~

Happy Birthday to Karen~

Happy Birthday to Me~

Yeah, I am officially 22 years old now. 

Pursue my dreams and live the life I've always imagined!!

One Day Spending Spree

Have you ever spend almost RM2000 in a day???

Ahha....don't let your imagination run wild, Karen is definitely not a compulsive shopper nor a spendthrift!!!!

It's not me, it's Mr.W

He bought me a birthday present in which I really love it so so much,

it's Lumix- LX3..........*grin*


Next post, I am going to introduce you my super precious LX3.

Stay tune!!!

~To be continued~

The Unwanted Birthday Present

*Sigh*

*Sigh..........sigh................sigh*

My luck turns off on my this year birthday as well, it gave me the most unwanted birthday present,
in which this present is going to tear down all my wishes and desire.

I am a carrier!

Received a phone call in the morning from Josephine (from Tropicana Medical Centre) in which it will change my whole life entirely.

This is not a joke, not even a gag~ Somehow i wish it is~~

I am told that my medical report has shown that I, Karen Chua, has Thalassemia. Don't understand? I am as well at the first place.

I am so so so stunned!!!

So what is Thalassemia?

Thalassemias are inherited blood disorders. "Inherited" means they're passed on from parents to children through genes. Thalassemias cause the body to make fewer healthy red blood cells and less hemoglobin than normal. Hemoglobin is an iron-rich protein in red blood cells. It carries oxygen to all parts of the body. It also carries carbon dioxide (a waste gas) from the body to the lungs, where it's exhaled. People who have thalassemias can have mild or severe anemia. This condition is caused by a lower than normal number of red blood cells or not enough hemoglobin in the red blood cells. (Taken from NIH GOV)

Also, the symptoms can include:

• Bone deformities in the face
• Fatigue
  
• Growth failure
• Liver and spleen swelling
• Shortness of Breathe
  
• Yellow skin (Jaundice)

The worrying facts:

• If you marry a person who does not have Thalassemia Minor, your children may have Thalassemia Minor.
  
• If you marry a person who does have Thalassemia Minor, some of your children may have Thalassemia Major. You must decide if you want to take this risk in planning your family.

My blood count is lower than other people of my same age and sex.

I am born with this condition and I will have it all of my lifetime :(

Gag For The Day

A short post today to share my gag~~

Guess what i did today???

I went for an interview this evening!!!!!
Ahha....mind not!! I am not switching job, i am just looking for part time work. 50% of the reason is for money and 50% of it is for significance.

Don't understand? Let me tell you more.
Instead of wasting my time doing nothing or meaningless thing at home, I have decided to find part time work and what i have chosen is "part-time tuition teacher"....*shy*

Yes, you didn't see wrongly and I didn't type wrongly. It's "teacher". Am i suitable? I do not know, maybe I am just wanna give it a try. Trying to impart my knowledge & experience to the younger generation. But hold on, I went to the wrong interview. This is a child care centre, not tuition centre. I am interviewing the "nanny" position. Gosh, this is totally wrong. My god! Imagine a person like me who hates children to the core to be a "nanny", my godness!

This is my gag for the day :)

Not forgotten, I am so so so happy today. Know what, I confirm my 2 holiday trip for year 2010. Yippee!!
Plus my April Taiwan Trip, total is 3 !!!

April- Taiwan
July- Bangkok
October- Hongkong

P/s: I love AirAsia!!!!!!!!

A year older, a year wiser.

I still have a full deck, I just shuffle slower now.

Know why?? My BIRTHDAY is coming soon, I am turning 22, a year older. But I am still fine in confessing my age now, who knows after a few years later...*grinning*
I have received my two early birthday presents. One from my best friend and one from my beloved parents....I am just so excited!!!

These two presents are nothing so expensive, but they meant a lot to me....priceless presents, which i really feel touched when receiving (you can imagine, as i am known as cold-blooded mammal)...haha!!

Here's a quick view of my presents. From "you know who you are", haha.
First thought is that she's trying to make me rake my mind even by giving me birthday present.
You are so evil, but i like it...*laughing*

Honestly, i used half an hour to complete this puzzle postcard, so embarrassed to say.
A special postcard greeting flew all the way from NZ to Malaysia.

2nd advance birthday presents from my parents after my long grumble....haha...
I've always wanting to try this Brands Prune Essence. I definitely can afford this, but sometimes little girl just want to cling on her parents :P

So there I goes.......

Story continues...........till my coming birthday.....

The Devil Wears Prada

Guess y'all remember this movie, "The Devil Wears Prada".
I have watched this movie for quite a lot of times. I watched it again just now in Channel 5.
I love it, really do. The ending of the story taught me a very good lesson. Just in case you don't remember the storyline, here's a brief one.

In New York, the simple and naive just-graduated in journalism Andrea Sachs (Anne Hathaway) is hired to work as the second assistant of the powerful and sophisticated Miranda Priestly (Meryl Streep), the ruthless and merciless executive of the Runway fashion magazine. Andrea dreams to become a journalist and faces the opportunity as a temporary professional challenge. The first assistant Emily advises Andrea about the behavior and preferences of their cruel boss, and the stylist Nigel helps Andrea to dress more adequately for the environment. Andrea changes her attitude and behavior, affecting her private life and the relationship with her boyfriend Nate, her family and friends. In the end, Andrea learns that life is made of choices.

Yes, life is made of choices. Life is not only interesting with the existence of fame and materials. Why can't 'us' understand this simple message? Gucci, Prada, Burberry and so much more....yet we couldn't catch them up. Even if we do, sometimes it doesn't imply anything at all. If you think it implies:
Satisfaction? You will never think it's enough & satisfying.
Happiness? Can we grasp happiness by owning "branded stuff"!

So what does "it" mean actually??

I couldn't tell as well :)

Our choices in life are made according to our sense of our own worth.
So, choose wisely.

Heaven & Hell Party~Happy Halloween 311009

Life is just so tiring....Other than working full time in PGSB, I've taken a part-time job which required me to work on night shift. Guess what job is this?! See below and you'll know....

Answer reveals.....Yes, "Part-Time Nurse". Do i look gorgeous is my uniform?? *laughing*

Nah....I am just pulling your legs...haha... I acted as a Nurse for my 1st Halloween Party in MOS Euphoria. Yeah, it's Halloween,everyone!!! So did you enjoy your halloween?? I definitely enjoy mine very very much....

Here, I would like to give it a share.

Choc (As a Maid), Karen (As a Nurse), Justin (As a Dentist), Heidi (As a Cat)

Photos taken from Partaynight.com

I've been asked umpteen times from different guys that they are sick and am i be able to cure them....*laughing*

Try to guess what I have answered.....

Nurse, Doctor, Doctor, Surgeon, Nurse

Met my colleagues who are also on night shift.

Camwhoring with my dearest sexy babe.

Met this hongkong fella who tried to disrupt our photo-taking session.
Well, he's cute, i can say. Attempting to get my mobile no. but failed. :p

Tell me the 1st impression of this photo or i can say the 1st thing that you'll notice here. Obviously, it's what you think and what i think....*laughing*...This photo has created a "BOOM" in my FB album, guys are just so attracted to it and girls, pls don't be jealous!!!

My 1st Halloween Party was real GREAT!!!
And damn soon, I am looking forward for next year's party.

Watch out, cos my next costume might scare you off!! Don't wet your pants!! :p

November Baby

Yes, I am a November baby....my birthday is approaching....and I am turning into 22 years old.

That's not so old,right? But i look extremely mature.......(See below and tell me whether you agree or not)I have to admit that I am old enough to be cute, so no more cute-acting photos for me...haha...

Petris Global Limited~211009

ISO Internal Audit Training in PGL, Jurong

My 1st visit to PGL, i can only use 1 word to sum up this main branch, that is "LUXURY"! At the first thought, is this an engineering company? This place is so high class and luxury, i thought this is some kind of resort or 5-stars hotel.....*laughing*

PGL is furnished in a 6-stars condition, you can see expensive and luxury anywhere. The entrance, reception, offices, board rooms, meeting rooms, and even the production line.

Me & Kak Su camwhoring right after the training, while waiting for longwinded SH Lim.

Faizal wasn't making this face at the first place, I almost laughed out.

This is just the reception area, guests' waiting area. It looks so classy.

Another reception area, where staffs have their tea breaks and chit chatting session.
Psst...i love the chairs, so comfy and cute!! :)

Family Ties~

A simple words from me for my beloved family:

Towards family, there's no theory, no calculation and no assumption. Only one thing, that is giving selfless love~~~

From your lovely,
Karen

My Mistake

A question for you to ponder, "Do you plan for your future?"

I guess everyone's answer will be "YES". It's good to plan for our future, but sometimes it's not when u try to look too far ahead. You start to lose yourself and fall into an imaginary world where you gonna have anything you plan for. Don't fall for it, if not, you are going to make a big mistake.

That's my mistake.

It is a mistake to try to look too far ahead. The chain of destiny can only be grasped one link at a time. Everything is determined, the beginning as well as the end, by forces over which we have no control.

At this point, you might think that i am giving up on something. Fret not, i might have no control over destiny but i might have the choices to be made in life.

We are not permitted to choose the frame of our destiny. But what we put into it is ours.

My Trash Post in October

October is here! (Oops,it's already mid of Oct)

My blog is just so empty *sigh* and somehow it reflects my life now. Sitting in this chair, facing this monitor, inhabiting in this space makes me feel so restless. Excuse me, i am not so free as what you think, I'm just too drained. I wonder why as well.

I've lost the motivation to work. Sad to say, I have missed MAS cabin crew walk-in interview *sigh again*....my dream just flew away from me. It's destiny, it's destiny and it's destiny, i talked to myself. My way of consoling myself or a better way to stay positive.

1 more thing, I am so fucking missing you, my friend....we used to chat for whole night long, we used to drink till we lost our minds.....but you're gone. Please come back here quickly. Do you know how much I miss you?! I just need somebody to talk, to share, to boast, to flirt, to fight with......and it's you!!!!! I know you miss me too, especially my F**K words..haha....

Hmm, my birthday is coming soon. And i'm gonna be 22......gosh, i am so dread old!!!! I ain't feeling so excited about it actually, cos my luck turns upside down every year on my birthday. It's so so so true. But please give me something good and memorable this year. Thank you... :P

E Praying~It May Works

Date: 11/09/09
Time: 2pm
Event: Meeting with GM, AGM, Ms Lim, Yusnita & Me(Karen)
Topic : HR problems and religious events

The meeting starts at 2 something, obviously, there's no punctuality in this company. As usual, i'll keep myself quiet (the more you speak, the more mistake you'll make) and only speak whenever it is appropriate. People say old people tend to be longwinded. I hereby, certify this fact. Firstly we discuss about workers' problems, then production problem, follow by Hariraya events and then religious problems, and finally lead to Hungry Ghost Festival. Please do not ask me how all these topics link together, i really do not know. Somehow my GM manage to chain all these topics.

Talking about Hungry Ghost Festival, I'll like to give it a share here on the essential ‘spooky’ facts on this festival.

Hungry Ghost festival is a popular occasion that is taken very seriously by the Chinese. This festival that falls on the 7th month of the lunar New Year is celebrated mainly in China and other countries like Singapore & Malaysia. It is believed by the Chinese that during this month, the gates of hell are opened to free the hungry ghosts who then wander to seek food on Earth. Some even think that the ghosts would seek revenge on those who had wronged them in their lives. The reason why the Chinese celebrate this festival is to remember their dead family members and pay tribute to them. They also feel that offering food to the deceased appeases them and wards off bad luck.

This is what my GM has suggested. There he goes.....

GM: Why cause so much of hassle? Everything is now E-function. Why not this festival? I think you guys better come up with an idea of E-Praying.

Laughing sounds start and continue.......

I personally think it's not a bad idea though. But this does not mean that i agree on E-Praying. How are we going to conduct E-Praying? Imagine yourself burning incense paper and joss stick online. Gosh, are you kidding me?!

Well, can't deny that this is a good concept as it is environmental-friendly and does not cause us a hassle. Can you imagine that my GM requests me to think of it and come up with a system/ software to conduct E-Praying?? Again, you must be kidding me!!!

Anyone who happens to pass by, any suggestions???? Please leave comments ya.

Karen's Turnover

Quote for the Day:

If things are going untowardly one month, they are sure to mend the next.

Jane Austen (1775-1817)

Life is so unpredictable, yet many try to foresee what is going to happen soon. Same goes to me....i always wonder...who will i be in another few months or another few years?? what will happen to me in the near future??

pregnant?? engaged?? switched job?? unemployed?? overseas??

So many question marks in my head, yet left unsolved. I can't wait the time to come.......

The time for a pleasant turnover in my life...

Meaningless~

i am feeling so lost.....

no compass, no direction, no signs, no ways.....

i am so so so lost ....

I am just a liar~

Hey, baby my nose is getting big
I noticed it be growing when I been telling them fibs.

Now you say your trust's getting weaker
Probably coz my lies just started getting deeper

And the reason for my confession is that I learn my lesson.

And I really think you ought to know the truth
Because I lied and I cheated and I lied a little more.

But after I did it I don't know what I did it for
I admit that I have been a little immature
Fucking with your heart like I was the predator

In my book of lies I was the editor
And the author
I forged my signature

And now I apologise for what I did to you.

My Sweethearts

Just for you!

For my lovely friend:

You can achieve or conquer anything that throws at you,
you can't quit or give up,
you have got to keep on working,
look higher some way,
some how you are going to make it.

Karen can be emotional sometimes...

The day light breaks again
Another day has begun.

But still no sleep has come.
My body is weary

My mind overworked.
I lie awake thinking

But what I am unsure.
I need to break free from the cycle I endure.

Everyday is the same and the nights are undistinguished.
I feel as though I am being pushed along with the tide

Unable to break free from the everyday flow.
This is not me I need to change, before time takes over

And I am unable to change.
I need to be freed from the grasp of ordinary

And become that person I have always longed for.
Express myself in every way, and conquer the dreams as I lie awake.

Then I may fall asleep and put my mind to rest.
Make changes in my life and help those in need.

I would like to touch everyone's life in a positive way
And leave my mark on society before I fade away.

From someone:

you are already 22, is time to think for your future...
i mean your relationship!
dun let someone loves u get hurt.
the same time dun force yourself to love someone,
it will end up worse!
whenever u do something, think properly
and also remind yourself there is someone
who always awaited u and give his 100% love to u forever.

Seriously, thank you.

I will get over it............

Cold water pls!

somebody pls get a pail of cold water and splash right onto my face......NOW!!!!!

seriously i need to wake up, i need to sober up......

i've lost myself..............

YOU,pls get out of my sight!!!!!

my mind,my sentiment...tell a million things.

It's time to leave a post here before entering a brand new month that i meet, i learn and i experience more new challenges.


July 2009, an unforgettable month for Karen.

Working is no more dull for me....Every single day that i lead, i feel that it is worth it. In words, I can't tell how much I have accomplished so far. But i still will like to give it a share here.

Working in PGSB so far, I've meeting all kinds of people. Foreign workers, of course, have opened my eyes very much. Sharing their stories with me about their countries....on how poor, on how they survive and how they manage to get it over. Their stories have taught me a very good lesson. Perhaps i should be contented with what i have now....

Local workers as well, each people have their own problems and sometimes it might not have a perfect ending or solution for each problem. Family problem, illness, injuries...loads of problem, yet didn't get them from falling out. Sometimes when i start to put myself on their shoes, i realize that I might not be as strong as them, to overcome these problems.

Working life has increased my maturity very much....

That I learnt to be considerate, to be responsible, to be contented.....

Always remember,
"Happiness consists not in having much, but being content with little."

I'm like a bird

Be as a bird perched on a frail branch that she feels bending beneath her,
still she sings away all the same,
knowing that she has wings......to soar higher....

Do you know how to make Karen Chua?

This is how to make Karen Chua.

PREP TIME 12 Min

COOK TIME 30 Min
READY IN 15 Min

INGREDIENTS
2 3/4 cups ambition
1 cup energy
1/2 teaspoon ego

DIRECTIONS
Bake in preheated oven for 25 to 30 minutes. Allow to cool.

Eat-all-you-can

Food Review on Zen's, my cuisine
Date: 11 July 2009
Rate: 4 stars (****)

Location: Bandar Puteri, Puchong

Eat-all-you-can style

Price: Adult RM28.80+

Children RM14.40+

Total dishes ordered: 16 types

Size per portion: Depends on the amount per pax

The more the people, the bigger the meal portion.
Bill Total: RM66.65 for 2 persons which includes tax and beverage.

There's no limitation for the frequents of ordering and you can even ask for repetition dishes, just order the way you like.

Classic Chinese restaurant ambience with great services ahead!!!

For those who love buffet style or "eat-all-you-can" style, please don't miss this Chinese cuisine restaurant, Zen's.

A "must-try" restaurant!!!

My Lost Dream

Where's my dream???

I am still finding...i never ever stop thinking about what i want...although i am still not be able to accomplish it, i still believe that.....somehow and someday i can make it...

and therefore it made me keeps believing that.......i can!

The work goes on, the cause endures, the hope still lives and the dreams shall never die.

Making lemonade

An old saying says.......

'If life gives you lemon, you make lemonade'

So, when you are feeling helpless or devastated, sort things out and make use of what you have in hands.

Karen's making her lemonade......... :p

How's life?

" How's life? "

Summing up, my answer will be " so far so good ".

Let me tell you in details if you want to. I've leading a simple life in a simple city with troubles thrown behind. Working life is dull, yet knowledgeable. 4 hours in the morning and another four in the afternoon. Too long?? i can't say. Too short?? it might not be.

My position as a HR & Admin Executive, for your information, it is hectic. Dealing with 100+ employees with only 2 people in this department is not easy. But glad to say, people are friendly here. They teach me what they know and what they can...selfless attitude, i bet everyone would love to work in this kind of working environment. Yes, i love to!!!

My malay have improved a lot since I am here. And i've learnt so much things about Human Resource and Administration...system, coding, label, wages, regulations and so much more...pending for me to pick up.

Although it's not my field, it's good though to learn another thing and makes you expertise in different fields....

Another summing up, bear with my longwinded please.....

Life is full of knowledge. I will learn and pick up as much as I can to make my life not worthless!!

Love myself, Love life❤!!

More challenges to go

Miss Cabana 2009

I've taken my very first step in exploring myself, in terms of my confidence and courage. Taking part in this contest, for me, is not about winning nor showing off. For me, it's a chance for me to enjoy the process on the stage, enjoying the glitz and glamor where spotlight is on me.

Theme: Smokey Colour

Spotted Me? My first time wearing tube top...pretty awkward!

2nd outfit~Clark Hatch T-shirt

The Grand Finale

3rd outfit: Fishwear

I will keep moving and growing with lots of improvements waiting for me, so that I will be ready to face any challenges and in the end, i will gain a fruitful experience.

And then transform into a extraordinary Karen...

Canon EOS 500

Proudly introducing Canon EOS 500.

CANON EOS 500/Rebel X/XS QD (Quartz Date) 

Approx. Product Cycle: 1993 ~ 1996 - EOS 500/Rebel XS

Karen as a photographer

Hebear, my first model

Canon EOS 500's product

Close-up mode

Edited.

Karen as an Office Lady

My career path as an office lady.

What i wish is not what i get, but somehow this may not be permanent (hopefully)....

Building my profile

Sharing some of my photos taken for my portfolio.

Photographer: Danny Lee
Date: 30-05-09
Location: Bukit Jalil

Step into a New Level of Life

Caught by my title?!

That's right, i have stepped into a new level in my life. Not to say i have went through much things, it's just that my identity has changed.

No no no...not my name, not my gender(of course), not my age.....

It's my profession. I used to fill 'Student' in this section. Now, i have to fill 'Unemployed', sad to say.

My student card has expired.

My expenses have been cut off.

I am officially broke and penniless.

My daily activities are flipping newspapers and surfing nets for JOB HAUNTING!!!!!

Gosh, i am so fed up when there's nothing to do everyday and i have been leading meaningless life.

When can i find a nice job???????

3 years of life

3 years of pursuit has ended today...i guess i am done with my university life and it's time for me to have a glimpse of taste of the society.

Instead of feeling excited and joyful, i felt rather unbearable and reluctant.

After the last paper today, along the foyer, a strong of gloominess could be sensed immediately. I saw unbearable in my friend's face when she gave me the hug. Oh,how i wish i can turn back the time so that i can give you a tight and warm hug. I think the time for us to gather back will lessen or even ended as our different goals lead us to different diverging paths.

Future is still long ahead in our life. And no one knows what will happen in the future days. As such, old-fashionly, i wish all of us a smooth and bright future ahead!

Just to flash back what I've learnt in these 3 years...
knowledge, team-work, punctuality, respect and most important, FRIENDS.....

Friends, are always there whenever i need help, guidance and companion.

3 years of uni life has been made interesting with the existence of FRIENDS.

Thanks all, my friends!

l.u.c.k

Wish me luck....seriously need it!!!!!!

on your 27th birthday...

Happy Birthday, my baby Magnum❤!!!

the cake will be full with candles in few years time...

You are really getting fatter...guess my love has fatten you much!!

The last minute surprise for you...

You are getting older day by day...mind to share with me your sensation?! Guess you're too busy and exhausted due to your hectic work...I'll spare you this time..

All our sensation is written down in words...for you and me to bear in mind forever!

Our love, our record, our cuentos...

my life, my story

i have been busy recently....with my final exams, my work-to-be and my LIFE...

life has been much hectic due to my exam as i pressured myself to do my best and score as high as i can in order to get a 2nd upper class degree (embarrassed to say that now i am not yet there, but i hope i will).

as most people are concerning about *JOBS* these days, I might as well...i often ponder, i wonder what will i become in the near future? Am i be able to do what i wish to be? Or actually i am just one of them? one of those ordinary working people who spend 8 hours in the office simply typing documents or msn chatting with colleagues???

I certainly do not wish to be like that...i want my life to be fresh every single days. I want to meet new people almost everyday.

talking about my life, i am glad that up-and-down has fled and left me alone. I feel pretty much well compared to previous days. As what i always say, somehow life is destined...sometimes things might turn out the way you don't wish to be...but please do not be upset or dishearten!

Somehow it will turn back the way you want...it's only a matter of time...

"I want to be model 3"- 18 April 2009

On this day, the three of us (me, min yiing and wooi see) decided to do something adventurous or we said 'embarrassing'.

Know what, WE ARE ON TV!!!!!! Guys, please stay tune for 8TV weekend show for our faces (if we are lucky)...haha...

We started registering at 12pm...filling up our particulars and also, body measurement...i was so reluctant to fill for this part...bashful to say, i cheated 1kg on 'weight' field. It did not differ so much, correct???

Guess what, we met our coursemates, Robert & MaggieMee Girl there. Haha....the girl got in while Robert was being KIV.

Continued, after lunched at Mr Ramen, we went back and sat at the waiting area...pending for our turns.

Gosh, this was the time, we trembled so much, feeling unbearable and even feel the urge of "poo poo". Haha... And then, it was wooi see's turn, continued by me and then min yiing's turn.

We were required to cat walking with 3 pose points. At the last pose point, we had to pick up the microphone and start introducing ourselves and of course, the reason for attending the audition.

Courageous Karen on the stage (Spotted me?)

Next, we were asked to do 4 model posing. Lastly, results were told straightaway by the judge of the day.

I was being KIV (keep-in-view) as well, meaning wait and wait for calls.

This was a great experience indeed.
As wooi see said, there will be no such chances in future anymore as we are graduating and we will be soon tied up by our job.

Although i know i may not fulfil all the requirements of being a model, I still dare to dream that one day or maybe someday, i might become one of the models walking fashion show for all of you to feast your eyes.

Dare to dream! And, dream big!!!!

I've learnt my lesson!

I've grown up...i seriously feel this way...

I used to be naive and always think highly for myself. But i was wrong..totally wrong...

This time I am going to be really frank in my own self-reflecting. This gonna be hurt...but i need it badly!

These two days of working for tv commercial has very much broadened my mind and knowledge. Mind not, i am not talking about the shooting. Through this work, i get to know a friend or i call 'recognizable stranger'. She is a part time model cum student whose contract under a top modeling agency in Malaysia. This stranger has an unique look that is born to be a model and she has a 80% identical look with Amber Chia. During these days, she even told me a lot of darken side of stories in modeling industry.

Everything she said seems carved into my mind so deeply till i can't even stop thinking about it. Know what, realistic world makes everyone competitive...here, it's about beauty battle.

Confident may be good...but overly confident is not. And i am infected by such illness, very seriously. Although i know i have certain flaws, i tend to think that I am not ugly or i can say i am above average. I am not being proud, but just stating the fact. However, the things i cannot deny is that i am FAT and there is much more pretty girls out there.

For me, to achieve what i want to be, i have to sacrifice and make great effort in the process. This means to get what i want is not as easy as i think earlier. Thinking back now, i feel that I am not ready yet for that particular job at that particular of time. Unconsciously at that time, I think i am ready and so I tend to be overly confident.....totally absurd!!!

As told from my noble man, in the process on achieving something, everyone has the tendency to think merely for the 1st step and last step which refers to the participation and result of that achievement. If people start thinking about these two, they tend to overlook on the step 2,3,4 and more to take before one thing is achieved.

And now, I know which is my next step to take in order to achieve what i want!


I guess i've learnt my lesson.

Love makes the world goes round

This will be a short post, as to express my joyful feeling right now....

Shebear and hebear

The story ends with: They live happily ever after....

~To be continued~

Insomnia

Sleeping without you...

Miss your voice, miss your hug, miss your kiss...

I am having insomnia right now...

sometimes when he's not around you, only then you will realize how important he is in your life...

And only then, MMSing will be our way of showing each other that we are bonded in every moments!

Shebear without hebear...

Hebear without shebear...

I am worn out!

I have my secrets confided with the air...guess it already told the land...

I have my tear drops fallen and flow into the sea...guess it already felt my sorrow...

I have my misery whispered to the breeze...guess it already fled away with my grievance...


Patience and perseverance have a magical effect before which difficulties disappear and obstacles vanish - That's my belief!!!

A penny for my thought!

A sobering thought: at this very moment, am I living up to my full potential?

I am yet to be, i guess...

I'm not obligated to succeed. I'm obligated to keep trying to do the best that I can every day.

I ain't despairing

Feeling to blog...just wanna find a space where I can have everything of my sensation written down.

Blank...blankly...there my brain goes.

This will be a post where there will be no images, as somehow it reflects my bare-heart right now.

Life has been pretty much fine for me...even though sometimes luck may be discouraging. I didn't blame on anything...like i always said, "Somehow life is destined"!

Recently, everything seems going out of my way...and i find all the matters are out of my control...

i do not know what should i do...i do not know whom should i ask...i do not know what's gonna happening as well...

I try my very best to curb my feelings...

I show that I am independent, I am well-planned, I am confident...and show to others that they do not have to worry for me, not even a single thought of worrying.

In the end, i ask myself "Am i such a person?" Even if I am, i do have a breakdown moment...a moment that i feel helpless and lost...

i need guidance and i need to find my way out...

i told myself,"This is nothing so big deal!" Get over it and start the journey...

A journey that i think, i plan, i decide, i walk and finally I achieve!

P/s: If you've noticed, i used different font colour this time as it showed that my heart has faded away with the breeze...

Waiting for a VIC

waiting for a Very Important Call these few days....

panic, anxious, moodiness, losing appetite.....

Pls pray for me, bless me!

What would i want to be?

While having our teatime in KFC, as usual...chattering started...

It all began when Ah Nee said she would rather choose to be the Queen than to be the princess. Reason being is the status and power endorsed by the queen.

In short, she wants to be a Control Freak. (Haha, hope you don't see this)

For me, i would want to become somebody who is extraordinary, formidable, compelling, ferocious, brutal and of course somebody who has prolonged existence.

(My bulb's lighting) Tingdingg......

Ah....ha...i want to be a smart and sexy ZOMBIEeeeeeee!!!!!!!

Yeah...believe what i wrote....no doubt!!!

I wish i can do something outrageous one day...
perhaps biting and looking for preys as my foodie!
Wahahaha......i call the shot!!!!



What would you want to be for just one day?

Tag: Wooi See, Yue Ling, Siau Wen, Kelly, Gini, Brenda, Shi Jie

Registry of Marriage~A pledge forever

What a beautiful morning on 22nd March 2009.

The day their marriage starts.

It's my sister and bro-in-law's BIG DAY!!!

No.14, ROM at Tian Hou Gong, JB

Enjoying the scenic view

The most important 3 men in my life!

Lovely shot

Happiness is on the air.

Ensure that you love her forever!

There's no turning back, my dear bro-in-law.

For me, marriage is forever...

It's an honour
a pledge

a LOVE

eternally.....

amo a mi hermana

Happy 25th Birthday to my dear sister!

It's definitely a special birthday to you as it is your big day as well.

You're now married...not single and not available anymore!

So try to control your temper and be nice to your husband.

This is a special birthday for you as all of us are coming back specially for you.

Even though you're married, you're still our beloved sister.

We will always love you!

Fallen angel - Necklace as a little present for you.

You're our sweet angel!

Keep a Zombie Pet

Here, i am gonna share a video...
A real-life zombie(animal) video
(Taken by Karen Chua).
It's nauseating and horrifying which contains some elements of 18SG.

Watch at your own risk!

A gang of guinea pig zombies eating the flesh of a dead guinea pig. Or probably it died due to zombies' attack.

UTAR Ball Night ~ Momento Encantador

It was really an amazing night...

What a nice theme - Enchanting Moments!
Think this is our very own enchanting moment since everyone of us is graduating soon.

Camwhoring in the washroom.

Wennie & me..Ladies in black

What a cute hunk!

She's really a sweet girl...my best mate.

4 ladies in 1 gang

PR6 - A 3-years memories remained at a halt

We are all graduating soon.
Everyone of us has our own plan, different paths and seems like we won't be meeting each other anymore.

Sad to say, we are separating soon.
3 years of PR6 will always be kept in the memories and reminisced.

Cheers to everyone of us from PR6!!!!

MIA- Missing In Action

Hebear misses shebear!
Sleeping alone without you...

Her Primera Vez

I have taken Adeline's first time...haha.

She is attempting to try a spoonful...reluctant!

"Why is the cake so tasty?"

Her first time for me...taking a snapshot!

Chocolate Mousse Cake

My e-signature

Just created my own e-signature...Yippee.

Mi amo postre

I love to eat...especially sweeten stuffs!

I feel happiness arouse in the taste of sweetness. I guess everyone do.

We just love desserts like cakes, ice-cream, smoothies, puddings, cupcakes and so many more.
But here, the thing i am gonna introduce now is not an usual dessert. You can't find this anywhere else.

Ah...ha...it's HUMBLE BEGINNING!

Humble Beginnings’ Creations are essentially Mille Crepes.

A Mille Crepe is a French Cake with “mille” meaning “a thousand”.

There are 20 layers of crepes with a delightful combination of Fresh Cream and Vanilla Custard between each layer. The topmost layer is caramelized to give it a nice smoky sugary flavour.
Everything is hand-made and hand-layered; a true labour of love (Humble Beginnings)

If you are interested, drop by http://www.humblebeginnings.com.my/ and check it out!

Oh...my favorite one...(Matcha Latte)
Another that i would like to try...(Royal Milk Tea)

Amo baby

Best couple for the day!

Haha...coincidentally we wore couple T and went out!

Couple T, same color! Sweet Pink!!!

Having tea with poker as side dishes...(Sungai Long)

Feast Your Eyes

Calling for Brenda, Wennie and YueLing!!!!

To my lovely classmates cum good friends, here are the photos to feast your eyes.

Gladiator Heels from Nichii

My favorite heels for the moment...before another catches my eyes!

Mr Baoz, Pavillion

Previously i received an email about the grand opening of Mr Baoz in Pavillion. There was lots of bao pictures that simply made me drooling, so i decided to give it a try. But i wasn't so enthusiastic actually. After 2-3 months later, i went there and tried it.

Here comes, Mr Baoz.

Mr Baoz comes in 12-15 flavors, which varies from salty to sweet taste of bun.

Mr Baoz: Curry chicken, curry mutton, snowy taro, snowy red bean, fried bun and many more.

Each costs RM3.00 to RM3.50.

We had curry chicken bao, snowy taro and snowy green tea red bean bao.

I love their style and decorations too. Their lot is furnished with high class sofa chair.

Taking a snapshot

Reflection from the mirror wall.

Camwhoring

My 2nd Valentine With You

Tadaa....my present for this Valentine!

A bunny-diamond pendant from Lazo...specially picked by baby...

i HEART you!

Mini bunny doo....so small, barely can see.

On the way to Genting for our Valentine's Celebration.

It's kinda headache for baby to think where to bring me to on Valentine's Day. Everywhere seems crowded and nothing special.

After reach Genting, we straightaway head to Sushi King for our dinner. God, the service there sucks! Maybe it's because of short-handed and the customers are barging in like hurricane without waiting for somebody to serve. Everything's a mess! Luckily, we reach earlier so we manage to get the seats without waiting.

Full...full..full...i've eaten so much till my stomach bloats and i hardly can walk..haha!

We spend our time in the game arcades and walking around in the 1st World Indoor Theme Park. It's rather dull actually.

He's trying to catch one for me...koala? hippo? mousie? Gosh, all of them are so cute!

Sadly, such machine is really a fraud. After trying around 6-7 times, we end up empty-handed.

My legs sore so we decide to head back. On the way back, Skyway. (10.46pm)

My very special Valentive's Cake- Mo-cha Cake

Special hand-made rose with bear bear

The hand-made rose


Thanks for everything, baby.
I love everything you've gave me, but the most i love is always YOU!

I apologise...

I am such a failure. Fail utterly…I am no longer your close friend. I wasn’t there anymore…whenever you need me to confide with. You have so many close friends around you. My existence doesn’t mean much to you, right? Routinely, you would call me to chitchat a bit and we would go out for tea several times a week.

Things changed, not to say whose fault…human just changed in a short period, be it good or bad.

I am so wanting to meet you up to share all my stories in all these whiles. I am eager to hear yours as while…coz I miss you, my buddy!

I admit that I fail in balancing my love and my friendship.

I am a loser.

I am sorry…so sorry, my friend!

CNY Penang Trip

I would like to strongly recommend yall to this very unique gallery. Nope, not just an art gallery, this is the place for a gang of tea-lovers to gather and enjoy the tea. They provide full set of tea set whereby you have to DIY-Do It Yourself, starts from boiling water to making the tea. Oh, tell you what, i am a tea-FAD...i just love tea. Just like those older people..haha..i enjoy tea as it gives me a taste of serenity in my mind. Well, it soothens my brain so i can think further more later on.

Not forgotten to mention, the artworks here are mainly produced by local artists. Guess what, local artworks do worth a lot! Surprise! Duh...Malaysia do have many talented people!
Artworks are placed on the attic of this building.

Talking about the building itself, it's kinda old but newly-decorated...haha..what the heck am i talking about! I mean it's decorated into oldish/Chinese retro style..just like Baba and Nyonya's house. Chinese words are everywhere and yet i don't even know what's the meaning. Such a disgrace!

Almost forgotten, the most important part, the food here...gosh, i just love them! All i can said is they have excellent cooks here! Everything is nice here...tomyam fried tanghoon, sweet and sour spare ribs, yangchow fried rice...yummy yummy..no doubt, i start reminiscing now..umph..(saliva's drooling)

Location: Somewhere around the jetty and Hakka's History House
Pardon me for not remembering the address.

01-01-09 ~ Año Nuevo

Brand new year with brand new hopes!!!

Two simple hopes from me:

1. May everyone that i care and love are always safe and healthy.
2. My CGPA, pls climb harder..all the way up to 3.0!

A trip to Tian Hou Gong for my two precious hopes.

baby magnum and me

i sincerely pray..pls grant my simple wishes!

my zodiac- bunny

CMC + IPC = Headache!

Boring~~Boring~~Boring~

FYP- I hate this acronym!

I have been updating and ammending this thing for umpteen times. In the end, i don't even know what am i doing.

Confusing, can't even form my topic well...too broad, too narrow, not much related and so on. Hate these sickening words. Almost makes me puke!

((Journals & Previous studies)), Where are you all?????

Please don't play hide and seek with me...oh, please!!!!

CMC vs IPC:

1. Which angle am i really looking at?
2. What are the problems actually?

Karen: Pondering.....still pondering...continue to ponder....

Navidad~Merry Christmas!

Tadaa...proudly introducing, my Christmas presents for 2008! Yippee!

My belated birthday present (Christmas present too) from my beloved Shirley.
Aww..i love Anna Sui..love this wallet to the max!

Moving on, my Christmas presents from my baby, Magnum. But the best is still his companion for me on this Christmas.

The most special Christmas Card (From Sanrio) I've ever received.

My bunny bouquet

A priest and two snow men
Let it snow...Let it snow...Let it snow!

He got me a 'Bear Bear' on the spot. A big hug for you!

Our 2nd Christmas Countdown at Danga Bay.
Thanks baby for coming. I love you...

perro lindo~Mei Mei

I've always wanting to have a pet...puppy, kitten, guinea pig, hamster or my beloved bunny. However, due to time constraint and I am not able to give full attention and care to my pet, i have to give up on this thought.

Yesterday, i went to my 5th uncle's house in JB. His house was renowned as 'House of Doggie' as he had 6 mini dogs that looked alike with cotton candy...white and furry dogs.

I was told three puppies was born 4 months ago. One survived while two died...so sad!

I am not sure about the breed for this dog but i think it's a mixture of two breeds.

Her name is 'Mei Mei', meaning younger sister.

Mei Mei looks like a sheep.

Something caught her attention. It was my dad, making funny hand gesture.
I tried to grab her so hard to take this shot. (Hyperactive Mei Mei)

I am planning to keep a pet within these months. My preference is still bunny...so soft, cute and daring...Love Bunny!

Annual Tang Yuen..yummy..yummy..

Early in the morning my mummy worships the glutinous balls(tang yuen) to the God and Deity.

And now, it's my turn to savor my bowl of tang yuen after waiting for one year.

Hard to explain though, i am always looking forward for 冬至 Festive rather than other Chinese festive such as Dumpling Festival and Mooncake Festival.

I just simply love the feeling of reunion by eating the sugary tang yuen.

mi historia~mocking myself

Nothing to do much...so surfed around the net and checked out my friends' profiles...

Ooppss...i found something that I reminisced of my past...i came across Wennie's, Kelly's and Kok Wee's profiles and found my last time photos.

One word: Shocked.

Two words: Really shocked.

Three words: Continue to shock.

Simply outrageous

lumps of flesh

Fat miao miao

Frightening

My watermelon face

All i saw in myself was flesh.

All i saw in myself was oil.

I had the same figure with pregnant Ms Joanna...so pathetic!

Karen in 2007

Festivo~Glutinous Balls

Glutton Karen said:

Proudly present to you, my favorite glutinous balls making process.

Step 1: Boil 3/4 pot of water. Mix in some sugar, pandan leaves and coconut sugar into the soup. Boil it for 20 minutes.
Then, pour 3/4 of glutinous flour to a big bowl.

Step 2: Mix in 600ml water. Stir the mixture till it blends smoothly (P&C as told from my mummy, therefore no picture is provided...XD)

Step 3: Prepare two mixtures, one in original color and 1 in light pink. Put a few drops of coloring to get light pink dough.

Step 4: To get better result, compress the dough with bare hands.

Step 5: Shape the dough into mini round-shaped balls.

Step 6: Put the balls into boiling water.Once the balls float on the surface of water, immediately put in the balls to the soup prepared earlier.

See, this portion is ready.


Step 7: Now it's the turn for the light pink balls. Repeat step 6.

Almost cooked.

Yummy...yummy!

It's ready to be served...but not to me...to our respective God and Deity tomorrow morning.

On this day, it symbolizes reunion. And because of this reunion, I think we've more energy and enthusiasm than we've ever had. And it's genuine.
To all of us: 冬至快乐！

mi vida~Holidays

Exam's over...there goes all my notes in my head...and also exhaustion. I'm free from stress! Yippee!!! When i starts to think what to do during holidays, i nearly forgot my precious FYP. Gosh, i have to submit by next Tuesday...i almost overlook...

Luckily, there's still time...i have to complete my Chapter 1, 2, 3 and interview questionnaires. So, i am googling here and there for the whole day. I end up browsing through online boutiques and got myself a short dress. It's a cute floral short dress that suitable for outing at beach or even to the uni.

Back to my FYP, I am having serious headache when think of finding respondents for my research. There's still a lot of hard work to do for this final year project. I wonder how my seniors did those studies.

Other than doing my FYP, i indulge myself in the world of TV programs. So many programs await me, especially The Little Nyoya. The one that makes me stick to my sofa no matter what happens....LOL.

mi metas próximas

The life given us by nature is short, but the memory of a life well spent is eternal.

My birthday wishes:

To be a charming, well-being, successful and healthy girl in the future day.

To all my beloved ones, may happiness and health surround you everyday.

A birthday is just the first day of another 365-day journey around the sun.

Enjoy the trip!

mi golpe del cumpleaños - Warren's Part

Everyone's questioning me on how he celebrated my birthday.

Special? Romantic?

Erm...not at all......Wait! But not his fault of course. It was me....

My 21st Birthday: A Lucky Day for an unlucky Karen. I was having high fever on the 16th morning. However, i insisted of going out to walk around. No choice, he had to oblige my instruction after bringing me to the doctor in Sri Petaling.

After that, we headed to 1 Utama as he wanted to get me a birthday present. We walked around near the Old Wing. It was so crowded, that i hardly can breath.

In the end, he bought a pair of Nike shoes for me...my favorite one.

I was so dizzy that i urged him to bring me home immediately. So, i rest and slept alone at home. In spite of dizziness, i forced myself to be conscious, to finish up the quiz questions required by the campaign.

He came after that to check on my condition. However, he ended up sleeping on my bed. With the snores created by him, i was so devastated and decided to stay awake.

In the night, we dated Kelly and Calvin for seafood at Teluk Gong. We headed to a restaurant called Coconut Flower. I was freezing and giddy at that time. Looking at all my favorite food on the table, my first feeling was puking. I didn't eat much actually.

All of a sudden, stomachache struck me, so Kelly accompanied me to the washroom. Right after i entered the WC, i fainted and sat down on the watery floor. WTF, my scarf and shorts were all wet. I soon became conscious and i stood up. It was the first time i fainted. It was a very scary feeling as you did not know what was happening at all.

After getting back to my seat, Warren brought a Tiramisu cake for me.



I blew the candles and gave my birthday wishes.









Despite of my condition (my pale-looking face), i managed to take a photo with my 3rd birthday cake.

Billion thanks to my baby, Warren! I love you.

mi 21ro cumpleaños: Simple yet memorable

PART 1:

My exact birthday celebration: Started off with the surprise gave by this hubby and wifey, Calvin and Kelly.

When i was busy chattering with my dearie, suddenly there came a very loud engine sound. We ignored it of course, as it was very normal to hear this sound at the back alley, behind my house. So, we continued our topic.

_ _ _: Woof...woof....

Warren: Is that a dog? Missing dog??

Karen: Guess it is...what's the big deal?!

Woof...woof....woof...continued.

Karen: Ah..ha...i think i know. Meow...meow...meow...

_ _ _: Woof...woof.

Karen: Stop it! I know you are there. Stop hiding and peeping.


It was Calvin, the witty fella. I thought they came for some dramas. So, i went to receive them. Guess what, there came a cake, strawberry-flavored (tasted like coffee actually) with 2 big candles and 1 small candle. That was my 2nd birthday cake.

We celebrated right outside my house (sorry for not inviting you into my house, violators are not allowed to come in..haha).

Followed by another surprise, there came my new pets... Their name: Ah wu & Ah gui = Ah wu gui

Million thanks to my best friends Kelly and Calvin. Deeply appreciated.




PART 2:

Proudly introduce you, my birthday present (left) from my very best classmates....
Superbly love you all, my dear YueLing, Brenda, Wennie and ShiJie.

Bag (Pussy Cat, Right) from Warren's Mom (Many thanks to her as well)

&
Basket-weaved bag (Made by YueLing's Mom)

PART 3:

Another unforgettable birthday celebration at TGI Fridays on 26th November 2008. The birthday bash was late as Kevin was always busy. He gave me a big treat + big embarrassment at Fridays.

I was so hungry when the food came, i straightaway get my spoon ready and ate. Therefore, no photos were taken. Too bad......I had Jack Daniel's chicken and shrimp while Kevin ordered a cheesy stuff (forgotten the name).

The neurotic Kevin told the waiter about my birthday thingy. As you all know, Friday's custom of birthday celebration was kinda special or i could say embarrassing. Customary, i was asked to stand up on the chair with ketchup sauce to be my microphone.

1 word, that was awkward. Everyone was looking at me and i was instructed to do this and that. After a while of suffering and torment, i was allowed to sit down. Those waiters sang me a very special birthday song.

Funny fellas from Fridays (Too bad that i didn't take photo with Kevin)

A very big hug to my best friend, Kevin Foo.

golpe de la boda - Golden Horse Palace

My outfit for the day

Winnie , Karen , Kelly
So nice to know Winnie. She's such a friendly and cute girl! Looks like Sandy and Janice..XD

The most beautiful background

So daring...kiss kiss

Golden Horse Palace

High, high, high...into the sky!

In front of lake view

He put on the rose for me

Nice and sexy - Kelly

Action Cat Behind

Imitating top model

Camwhoring is our leisure of pursuit

where is justicia?imparcialidad?

After saying umpteen times to different people, guess this is the last time i'll speak about this. Don't blame me to be longwinded...i am just gonna voice out to vent my anger!!

Where is the fairness? good judgment? justice?

Arrogant: We are the most humble and modest group among the rest, for your information. However, you are looking on the surface of what's happening...don't be carried away! This word is for you...not us.

Overconfident: We do not have 'big heads', we are just too honest in expressing ourselves, be frank in everything and do not involve in such 'bribing' trade.

Imported Talents: Such a perfect way to describe us! Again, you are looking at the superficial side. Apparently, we are the one who make the imported 'part' to be talented, to be outstanding! No doubt, it's all because of us!

Packaging: This is what you are engaging in and this is what we are not focusing on. Maybe you are right, in PR field, this is very much practiced by PR persons. But, we are not doing this to suit your liking...

Common sense: Guess what, i am able to shut your mouth just with this simple sentence ' Common sense in an uncommon degree is what the world calls wisdom'.

YueLing: No choice fretting...only 1 way that is talk to her.

Karen: Yes, you are absolutely right. What we have to do is 'voice out'...but, this seems not working at all...because the person we are facing is 'her'.

Therefore, humbly, we accept on what is being judged and evaluated!

Ace The 3As - We are Super Aces!

Our cuentos

Every age narrates different stories. We tell our tales too.

It was a great and fun birthday bash last night. Of course for me and my lovely mom. Almost all relatives and friends turned up and gave their very best wishes for us. It was not only a birthday celebration, but also gathering. Why do i said so??

We all grows up and we changed. But i believe the nature is still the same...We hardly meet each other, talk to each other only once in a blue moon, rarely share our stories...we nearly become strangers...virtually turn into outsiders...

However, we manage to tie back the bonds last night. It was an amazing night. We chat, we share, and we laugh merrily together.

This birthday bash came to the right time indeed.

Happy 50th Birthday to my delicate and loving mother!!!

And myself in the coming 17th of November......

amo 'nintendo'

Proudly bringing to you, latest 'game gadget' for teens and ladies. I am currently quite 'into' this gadget. Hoping to get 1 as well. This is Nintendo DS featuring cartoon games just like the games we play in video game tapes during our childhood time. For instance, words game, super mario and many more. The price for this is around RM650. You can get a cheaper price if u buy it in Singapore. It's only $200+....

I am trying to save $...to get my very own 'Nintendo'!!!!

'Nintendo', i am coming to youuuuu.....

estoy en un dilema

As everyone says, happiness lies, first of all, in health. However, my health seems like out of control. Oh...don't be mistaken. It's nothing so serious. I am just having a little trouble of my ears. Buzzing sounds seems whirling around my left ear. This happens thrice a day. I can't help worrying if anything is wrong in my body....my system, my cells, my brain waves seem deactivated. Just can't stop fretting! God, please bless me!! Maybe i am just thinking a little bit overbroad....

Physical is in trouble...so do mental...I am not sure why i am like this these days. I am mood-swing and hot-tempered. Nowadays, i often have clashes with him. We seems can't communicate well. Almost everyday we have problems. And now, guess what? I am in no mood to talk and solve all these problems. I avoid, i shirk.....the words are left unspoken....the problems are left on the shelf.

I find myself ....don't bother, don't interfere and don't talk anymore.....

my colección

I am being flattered of having a nickname as 'Shoes Queen'. I am lost in the nirvana of shoes...what can i say, i have 25 over pairs of shoes that consists of sports shoes, wedges, gladiator, fancy slippers, sandals, flats, peep-toe high heels and so on. I am definitely a shoes fad...Here, i would like to share with yall, my 2 favorites....

Wedges (From Nose)
&
Peep-Toe High Heels from Vincci

I am not a shopaholic.......just a shoepaholic!!!

uno mismo-actualización

Life is not easy somehow...when you're completely busying with something, you'll complaining about no time for the others....and when you're idling, you'll busy complaining about how dull the world is.....guess, this is what makes the world goes round!

As usual, after finishing my semester examination, home will be my territory. Instead of hanging out, i choose to stay at home and release my mind! Process of deleting and bulking the notes in my mind is still ongoing....haha....

Actually i have a few things to accomplish during the break...Cue sheets for the campaign, schedules to be done, launching things for the campaign and blah blah blah for the CAMPAIGN!! It's all about the great magnitude of the campaign...i ain't doing all these things actually...(sorry yall, Yue Ling and Kean and also fellow members!I'll keep it up soon!)

My brain is just discharged from the hospital yesterday. 'It' is still recuperating and picking up some new cells! So, i am idling around the net with some fashion webpages, my mail, my nowhere-to-be-found friendster and facebook profile. Keeping me occupied is still reading some magazines and watching some TV programmes.

Flipping over CLEO magazine, i've found a quiz which is quite fun...stating ' Are you self-actualised?' No hesitating, i picked up the quiz to find out who i really am ...guess what, the result's out and i am the 'cool and confident chick'!!!Haha...i am not cheating....

Answer: You're good enough, you're smart enough, and doggone it, people like you! You've learned to prize your individuality and you've accepted your limitation.....

In short: I am a flexible person who is able to snap back from setbacks immediately.

Is it true?I can't really tell....it's 70% accurate anyway.....

"Life is so much more enjoyable when you free yourself from an emotional fallout!"

So why stressing up yourself so much.....Relax and be cool....

Life has to go on....So, go on with a jolly heart! It certainly makes a difference!

mis momentos de la diversión

Last friday 15-08-08, we had an outing nite at a club down the town....this was the day which people said we shouldn't go out because of the Ghost Festival...this day was the most aggressive and active day for the 'good brothers'. In the end, we were still out. It was not tat fun actually...no much people (i bet most chinese was at home)....no nice music....however, we still managed to create own fun as well...we played dices...Joe spent so much time to teach me...at the end, i was still blur blur about the steps and rules...haha....
SJ had an amusing night as well. He danced and spinned all over the stage. He was quite 'high', i think. Same went to Yueling and Siauwen as well....

Joe(or you can call him 'Danny') & SiauWen...nice picture!

3 hunks

Girls out nite!(SJ can be considered as well)...bler...

Beware of harmful aura....mi mal genio

Feeling devastated.....frustration arise in myself....something sweet might help me now......

Should i have a slice of 'strawberry shortcake' ,

OR

Love-shape pinky cake ???

OR

sweet-looking cupcakes ???

Perhaps eating some sweet stuffs soothen my mind and lowering my 'temperature'..

he desaparecido

Gazing at the moon, i am trying to find my vanished soul.....but it is nowhere to be found.....why aren't you here when i need someone to confide with??? i am lost in the dark.......i miss you much....

Sarcástico-lmao

See this....it's the most ever humiliating picture for Dr. S, i guess...if she saw this, i think she'll be jumping her ass off....it's like some sort of slap on her wrist (meaning rebuke).....wondering who's the talented artist for this astonishing artwork???

Consacrer à lui

To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. So, I think i might be the person for you. Fate is really a magical thing. Whether you believe or not, it really happened to me.

It's been almost 1 year since i know him and being with him. Everything is so perfect even though quarrels and argument may exist sometimes. However, he always try his very best to coax me. What about me?? He asked, "Have you ever considered about my feeling?"

I was stunned and started to think. Am i an inconsiderate girlfriend? I am so thoughtless. I never place myself in his situation and i never try to reflect his feeling.

And now, I apologise to him. He might think that i don't love him enough. But that isn't the case.

I do love you very much....that you can barely imagine.

it ain't permanent

5 hours bus ride was definitely a torture for everyone. What's more suffering was that you had to board the bus eventhough you're troubled. What i was trying to said that was normally i slept throughout the journey, however, that day i couldn't even close my eyes. The moment i tried to close my eyes, my mind was whirling with bunch of assignments. Words and theories flew and clashing my brain. Part of my brain cells were demolished.

"My head weighed a ton, or even several tons", said Karen.

Eventhough this might be some sort of endurement, i still believe that it wasn't permanent. Also, i ain't the only one who undergone this situation. My group leader was 100 times tougher than me. So why should i acting like a loser now?! This is absoluety wrong!!!

I am me, Karen, who don't easily get beaten off !!

my responsabilité

Life's a mess now...lots of difficulties and problems start to grow in me....my friend's troubles and mine really bothering me so much...just couldn't know what i supposed to do...

Heaps of assignments are in my pending list....tons of responsibilities are lingering around me....i m so confused...but i ain't useless....

i want to start from scratch, i want to lead my members, i want to get it back to the right track, i want to get appraisal from her, i want supports....i want to get it DONE.

Reminiscing...

Thinking back, he really bought me lots of soft toys. Intention, just to coax and content me. One of my favorite is these 2 little lambs. The first impression when I saw the lambs was “Gosh, so cute!” I ain’t the type of gals who crave for soft toys. In other words, I’m a type of masculine girl (He agreed to the term that I used).

Anyone who loves these 2 lambs as well, here’s the information.

Retail shop: Mini Toons

Location : Old Wing, One Utama & Shop lots in Jalan Imbi
Price : Average (trends you can afford)

Just like a happy family...soft toys family.

Giant Doraemon, costs RM100+

I love my gingerbread man so much. So lovable!!

Gingerbread man in Pink, taken in Mid Valley during Christmas last year.

This turtle belongs to my friend, Adeline. It really looks so real that I’ve wondered if it will come alive in the night where no one's noticing. So creepy!

my difficoltà...barely ignored.

i ain't the girl who seek problems all the times. But troubles seem to be in a favor of mine. Please guide me....don't abandon me in this problem-solving realm, as i hardly understand and crack the root of the setback. If i didn't take the attempt of resolving this matter, I'll be haunted by it eternally.
And now, i made up my mind.......I am obliged to get to the bottom of this phobia.
As i want my happiness everlastingly.

Friends Significado

When people have spare times, they tend to think numerous matters. And now that is me, i guess. Wat do friends mean? For me, i think friendship takes years to build up trust, and just seconds to destroy it. I once experienced the friendship raze. This actually broke my heart and i started to doubt about the significance of myself in other people's eyes.
However, when it hurts to look back, and I'm scared to look ahead, I'll look beside and my best friends are always there.

Just a while ago, I suddenly realized about the existence of my best friend's blog and its content. After browsing through. I grasped a deep breathe and i understood how she felt now. She was lonely and helpless. And i wasn't there to give her a hand. How dim-witted i am!!! Even though i am aware of her troubles, seems like i couldn't help at all. All i can do merely is to listen to her problems and enlighten her. To her: Don't dwell and don't stay in the realm of silence. It doesn't help at all.

Remember, we all stumble, every one of us. That's why it is a comfort to go hand in hand.

raison d'être for THEM...

i asked my mum, "Why was them?". She replied me that it was fate. Gazing in the screen, i had this to wonder, why was them the one who encountered this tragedy. I really felt sorry for them. Last night, news announced that more then 20 000 people lost their life in the earthquake happened in Sichuan.
Another news that very much affected my emotion was the incident casted in a college in Sichuan. The building collapsed and more than 1000 students died. In the news, i saw corpses were arranged in several lines with their parents crying hysterically by their sides. They were all young students. The newscaster said that at this moment parents merely wish to hold their children's warmly hands which meant they are still alive. Is that so over-demanding??

While reading the news, my eyes start watering and my nose turns sour. I start to question myself, is independence day around the corner? Why everything is happening so fast? The cyclone that slammed Burma and the earthquake that stroke Sichuan. Disaster starts arousing. People are so helpless.

And now i have this to pray, With the aids delivered from various countries, I hoped that the victims can be rescued and placed in a safer location. May peace come to them.